random post , random things to say :)

okay first of all

CONGRATULATIONS FOR ALL P3P COMPETITION WINNERS ! :D

you've worked soooo hard and that's the result ! (:

second , GOOD LUCK FOR THE ONE WHO JOIN THE LT3 COMPETITION !

hoping the best result from y'all :D

and then this . i just wanna say : ohmy .

wkwkwk kenapa ?

karena gw ternyata tidak menyadari keadaan . seharusnya gw sadar akan hal ini sejak smp namun gw baru sadar sekarang . bagaimana pula ini . hahaha .

gw sadar bahwa yang pertama : gw terlalu kekanak-kanakan . oke , sebenarnya sih itu normal aja loh . toh anak sma juga butuh hiburan kan ?

kenapa kalo gw masih suka sama ninja-ninjaan ato manga seperti doraemon , naruto , dan conan ?

mereka punya inti cerita yang bagus kok , yang bahkan orang dewasa pun masih bisa nangkep nilai moralnya .

gw masih suka winnie the pooh , smurf , stitch , mickey mouse , dan banyak lagi . *menghibur diri LOL*

ya memang sih gw kadang sering kekanak-kanakan . mohon maklum ya , lagi mencoba berubah nih hehehe ditunggu aja perubahannya :)

kedua : many of us , often be invisible . even sometimes happens to me . really friends , please read . being invisible means being alone . being alone is annoying . nggak enak banget jadi pihak yang sendirian , ngga ada yang suka . kalo memang lu merasa bahwa seseorang punya salah , bicarain sama orangnya baikbaik , frontal juga boleh , jangan didiemin . gimanapun , dia temen lu loh . seenggaknya walaupun lu nggak suka , kasih tau dia supaya dia tau salah dia apa .

the third one : i'm officially missing him damn much . i miss it when he hug me while playin computer . i miss it when he wipe the tears out of my face . i miss it when he makin me laugh . i miss his hands , his smile . i miss every single thing about him . semoga dia bisa jaga diri baik-baik ya di sana :') missyasomuchducky !

and fourth one : gw menyesal . menyesal karena dulu pas smp gw ga belajar aljabar dengan baik . dengan begonya ngelewatin kesempatan dapet nilai bagus dan ilmu . sekarang belajar jadi lebih berat , abis smp kaya ga belajar sih ya -_- .

dan gw menyesal juga , karena gw dulu bener-bener bossy . really guys , i'm so sorry . gw tau rasanya nggak enak . dan gw sudah mencoba dan berhasil berubah :) THANKS TO X3 ! thankyou for the togetherness . feel like havin' second family . get out together , playin , laughin , chillin , jokin , moking . everything . together . GONNA MISS ALL THOSE MOMENTS ! <3

.....

WORRIED .

he's sick ! again !

what should i do now ? )':

lagi brantem hh tapi kawatir gini

AAA harus ngapaaiiin harus ngapain ?!

*worryttm*

curhaaatt .

well , first of all i just wanna say CONGRATULATIONS FOR ALL PGS SCOUTY BABIES FOR BEING THE FIRST WINNERS FOR THE SCOUT COMPETITION !

CONGRATULATIONS FOR THE 12 CUPS !

I rally know how hard all of you've practice and THAT'S THE PRICE YOU'VE PAID ! :D

REALLY PROUD OF YOU ALL .

tetep maju terus dan jangan berhenti bikin prestasi yaaa :D

and at laaaaast .

this is the price that i should pay .

missing him so terribly much.

he's busy with the things , and i definitely know how tiring they are ):

gw jadi jarang ketemu dia dan bareng-bareng sama dia .

tapi gw senang dia bisa beraktivitas dan berprestasi begini :)

dan gw bangga sama dia .

okay , gapapalah .

he smile i smile :]

curhat . lagi .

gimana sih rasa nya kalo orang yang lu syg di flirt sama yang lain ?
jeles lah ya .
disini gw frontal , iya jeles .
lah gimana ngga, yang nge flirt player gitu .
dan dia kko dde sama itu flirter .
dan ga blg gw .
giliran gw udh kesel baru dijelasin
okelahya itu dia yang manggil lu koko lah ato apa
tapi ya bilang kek apa kek
gausah bikin orang jeles lah cape tau NANGIS CUMA GARAGARA JELES
dan lagi yang meng-copy blog ini .
gimana caranya gw MEMAAFKAN LO kalo LO MASIH MENG-COPY ?
gw suka smurf , suka stitch . dari dulu kali .
lu ikutin lagi ? sejak kapan lu suka smurf ? stitch ? dari dulu gapernah tuh blg apapun ttg dua makhluk unyu itu .
hh .yaudahlah . sedikit lega . thanks blog (':

SMA = masa-masa sulit dalam hidup . gw baru masuk sebentar disini dan kepala gw pusing setiap hari . mulai dari banyak pr , banyak tugas , ulangan , mata pelajaran baru yang ngga gw dapet di SMP , dan lain" . baruuu berapa lama di gedung sekolah terbesar se-Penabur GS ini , udah banyak aja yang dateng . tau" minggu ini udah bakal mid test aja . mana besok gw ulangan geometri . gurunya nekat kasih ulangan --a . dan remed eko . hh nilai eko gw jeleeek T-T
BTW BTW BTW ! dear J , thanks a lot yaa for the t-shirt and the keychain ! :3
really love it , thaaaaanks :D .


STITCH <3 SMURF <3 TOAD <3

Jov .

Jovan , have fun there :')
idk what to say
but when you're back and see me
maybe my tears can tell how i miss you and everything to you . (':
be save always .
xoxo .

dear Mr. J , I miss you .

i'm missing you already
you feel that , don't you ?
it's really hurts when you disappear .
i miss you . damn lot .
i miss it when you hug me when i'm sick
i miss it when you erase the tears out of my face
i miss it when you're by my side
when you're gone , i don't feel like being me
all seems different , and i am , now , a different person
i wanna turn back the time , but everyone knows , it's impossible
but if i go back
i'm afraid of those heartaches you've ever given to me .
but if you prove me , you won't do that such things
maybe ..
i could be yours for the 2nd time :'p

err ._.

okay , now keanya gw pertamatama mau ngucapin .. HAPPY 66TH BIRTHDAY INDONESIA ! #telatbanget

semoga makin maju dan ga berkembang lagi tapi sukses ! :D

dan well , sepertinya gw udah tau siapa yang memplagiat blog gw

hanya curiga , tapi kok keanya beneran dia ya ...

haha yasudahlah don't mind it , yang penting yaa tolong cantumin alamat web blog gw dan kalo lu memang teman yang baik ya you know what to do :)

nah lagi , jadi kemaren tuh gw pas 17an gw lomba aransemen nih di sekolah

pertamanya kan audisi

nah gw gatau kalo hari itu tuh audisi , nah jadi ya gw biasa aja dong , dateng ke sekolah pasang tampang ngantuk kea biasa :p

nah gataunya siang-siang pada ngumpul

dalem hati gw , wah kenapa nih pada ngumpul ngomong aransemen aransemen

wahduh gataunya harus audisi dulu .. mana belom siap . lagu aja ga hafal .

mati . banget . banget .

gatau harus ngapain

tapi untungnya ada temen" sekelas gw yang sangat kompak ! :D

jadilah kita audisi pada hari itu dan gatau nya lolos audisi !

satusatunya kelas 10 yang lolos ke 8 besar .

tapiii pas lombanya sayang sekali .. ratarata kelas 11 sama 12 yang menang

yahh ):

tapi tetep semangat ! yang penting kan ikut meramaikan :D

hmm ngomong" ronde nya X3 enak banget loh .

readers mau ? hahah sinisini ! nanti kita masak bareng :p

nah udah gitu pas perayaan 17an SMA tuh , SMP lagi Potential Day *gajelas tuh ngapain , pada ngejelasin secara random jadi sampe sekarang gw ga ngerti -_-*

nah dan mereka diinfoin bakal dirazia hapenya .

lah pas gw ada di kantin , muahaha dititipin hape bejibun buset . ada yang ngasihnya baik" kan enak . ini ada yang ngasihnya seenak jidat rusuh abis stengah mampus *lirik geo*

wakwakwak tak terlupakan deh pokoknya . buat yang kmrn nitip hape ke gw , maaf ya kalo nada gw rada" eksotis . bukan , gw gamarah kok . tapi terbawa suasana dalam menjaga hape kalian (?) . Intinya gw gamau ngilangin itu hapehape . merasa bertanggung jawab hahah :p

nahh , SEKARANG GALAU LAGI !

gw bingung harus gimana sama itu org plagiat T-T

di sisi satu dia adalah seseorang yang sangat deket sama gw .

di sisi satu gw gamau nyakitin dia .

di sisi satu gw sayaaang banget sama dia .

tapi di sisi gw , gw juga punya perasaan yang gatau mau digimanain ngeliat dia .

gamau muna , gw kesel . kenapa harus plagiat dan berbohong ? 2 kesalahan besar yang harusnya gak dia lakuin .

kalopun dia melakukan .. kenapa dia ga ngomong sama gw .. ?

kenapa ga ngaku aja ?

kenapa harus menghindar dari tanggung jawab sih ?

walopun belom pasti sih kalo dia orangnya

tapi gw kok yakin hampir 100% ya .

hhh ... gw bingung harus gimana !

DEAR PLAGIAT :D

HEY THERE , gw baru tahu kalo ternyata ada yang nge fans banget sama blog gw yang tercinta ini

Sampesampe ada yang meng-copy isi blog gw yang udah gw bandingin sendiri sama blog gw .

AWsome :D

Ternyata dia nge fans sama kata" yang gw kasih buat mantan gw

Atau dia bingung ya mau nulis apa sampe pas putus sama mantannya dia meng-copy paste beberapa kalimat dari paragraf yang gw tulis buat mantan

Haha gini ya , gw gamau marah" ato apa TAPIIII ...

TOLONG DONG , kalo memang lu nge fans sama gw , atau lebih tepatnya sama blog gw

Bilang aja :D

Dan kalo memang lu mau pake copyright gw , TOLONG SERTAIN ALAMAT WEB BLOG GW JUGA DONG :)

maaciyh ;;)

I Was Here - Beyonce :)

I wanna leave my footprints on the sands of time
Know there was something that, and something that I left behind
When I leave this world, I'll leave no regrets
Leave something to remember, so they won't forget

I was here...
I lived, I loved
I was here...
I did, I've done, everything that I wanted
And it was more than I thought it would be
I will leave my mark so everyone will know
I was here...

I want to say I lived each day, until I died
I know that I had something in, somebody's life
The hearts I have touched, will be the proof that I leave
That I made a difference, and this world will see

I was here...
I lived, I loved
I was here...
I did, I've done, everything that I wanted
And it was more than I thought it would be
I will leave my mark so everyone will know

I was here...

I was here...
I lived, I loved
I was here...
I did, I've done, everything that I wanted
And it was more than I thought it would be
I will leave my mark so everyone will know
I was here...

I just want them to know
That I gave my all, did my best
Brought someone to hapiness
Left this world a little better just because...

I was here...

I was here...
I lived, I loved
I was here...
I did, I've done, everything that I wanted
And it was more than I thought it would be
I will leave my mark so everyone will know
I was here...

LULUS !

FINALLY IM NOT A JHS STUDENT .

thanks to God , mom , dad , noy , bebek , dan temen" :)

dann ..

oke , gw ngetik ini sambil nangis .

now im understand , why i will really really miss my JHS .

many things , laughters , tears , fears , and others , we've already done together .

already feel together .

when i was in JHS , i hate the paperworks , i hate the homeworks , i hate the exams , i hate all tasks the teacher gave .

but now ...

all things seems different ...

i miss them ...

i miss all the paperworks , the tasks , the exams , all things we've done together .

i miss the practical exams a lot !

i miss it all . ALL .

i've got many lessons in JHS , to be a better person .

makasih yaa buat yang nyadarin gw bahwa gw norak caper lebay nyebelin childish rese mengganggu bossy dan lainlain :)

sekarang ..

will we , miss just by the buldings ... ?

I DON'T EVER HOPE SO !

#7thgeneration (:

uuuuu

jadi ceritanya

hari inii si bebek selesai uub

terus gw jalaann sm dia ke sms

tadi nya dia ngajak nonton scre4m

cm karena itu film nya kelewat serem dan gw takut gabisa tidur

gw gamau

tapi dipaksa"

yaudah akhirnya gw mau

udah beli tuh tiket scre4m

terus kan masuk studio

nah setelah beberapa lama nonton

si bebek bilang

selsel

ini bukan scream

ini the source code D:

...

itu sebenernya gw yang bego masuk studio yang salah ato mbak nya yang bego gak ngecek lagi ?

WKWKWK

...

orang dimana mana mau nya sehat .
yang sakit mau sehat lagi
supaya apa ?
supaya dia bisa nikmatin hidup lagi
seorang bapak yang sakit
pengen sehat lagi supaya bisa nafkahin keluarganya lagi
seorang ibu yang sakit
pengen sehat lagi supaya bisa ngurusin anak" nya lagi
seorang anak yang sakit
pengen sehat lagi supaya ga ngerepotin orang tuanya .
karena dia sayang sama orangtuanya . begitu juga dengan orangtuanya .
tapi kenapa ya masih aja ada orang yang pengen sakit ?
tujuan nya adalah supaya cepet mati dan gaada lagi di dunia ini .
jujur , gw bingung .
apakah mati cepat dan sia-sia itu adalah sebuah pencapaian dalam hidup ?
apakah mati cepat dan sia-sia itu malah jadi pelarian , dimana semua beban hidup itu hilang gitu ?
dan kenapa ada sebuah alasan mati itu supaya nggak jadi beban lagi buat orang lain ?
orang hidup itu cuma sekali .
kalo misalkan lu ujian dan gagal dan dikasih satu kesempatan lagi buat mencoba lagi ?
adakah lu akan melakukan yg terbaik ?
bukannya hidup itu begitu ?
Tuhan ngasih hidup , bukan buat di sia-siain .
gw bukan pakar agama ato sosial
tapi ini yang gw tau . yang hidup ajarin sama gw .
hidup itu indah saat orang tau bagaimana cara menikmatinya .
sesuai dengan cara yang dia punya . cara yang ada .
orang yang nggak dicintai pun bisa jadi dicintai kok dengan caranya sendiri .
itu kan gimana lo ngeliat hidup . dari sisi mana lu mau ngeliatnya .
pandang lah sekali-sekali dari sisi positif .
mungkin menurut lu , hidup itu buat pelarian . supaya nggak ada lagi yg kesel sm lu . supaya nggak ada lagi yg marah yg benci sm lu . supaya lu nggak ngebebanin siapapun lagi .
tapi dengan lu mati , orang tua lo , pacar lo , sahabat lo , bakal merasa sangat kehilangan lo
pernahkah lo sadar dengan lo cm ngmg mau mati aja tuh nyakitin mereka ?
asal nyeplos ha ?
lo mati itu nggak ada gunanya . dan yang harus lo inget
masih banyak yang lebih sedih dan hidup nya lebih susah dari yang lu bayangin . jadi jangan merasa bahwa beban lo berat ato yang paling berat sedunia .
inget , liat lingkungan lo , sekitar lo .
masih banyak yang lebih sedih dari lo dan butuh lo supaya gak sedih lagi .
masih banyak yang butuh lo .
gw ngomong gini , bukan nya gw backstabber . tapi gw sengaja nulis dan gw pengen banget suatu saat lo ngeliat tulisan ini . gw nulis ini karena gw sayang sama lo . thx ya kalo ngerti .

hmm :$

fine

jadi ceritanya setelah agak lama menjomblo

gw baru jadian lagi kemaren

wkwkwk jadi malu :$

tapi yaa .. dia membantu gw move on

dan ngajarin ga semua cowo secuek sedingin segakpeduli sesengak dan seburuk yang gw kira

dan dia berani ngomong , berani nyamper (:

yang gw pengen dari dia sih cuma ga pesimisan lagi

dan ga sakit"an

hehee , yaa saya hanya berharap relationship ini long last #bahasacampuraduk

hmm dan besok gw ke sekolah lagi

padahal aturan sudah libur

tapi harus ngajar pramuka . hhi yaudah lah :p

hmm jambore i'm coming (:

welcome to the world , niece (:

ok jadi ceritanya pada hari ini

gw udah selesai UN .

udah mendekati libur deh pokoknya (:

terus ya kan jadwal liburan gw 90% main

jadi ya gw main seharian

terus jam setengah 7an tante gw telfon

katanya cici sepupu gw melahirkan :D

anaknya cewek , hihi

pengen liat deh , pasti lucuu ♥

ok sampe sini dulu

soalnya mau nengokin habis ini . hihi :3

and for the last .. welcome , baby girl (:

congraaats :D

hey yaaa ..

CONGRATS TO ALL NEW DEWAN GALANG MEMBERS !

hihi walopun siraman airnya kurang kemaren *belompuas*

tapi semoga dengan kalian jadi degee , bisa kasi yang terbaik buat pramuka GS yaa (:

really proud of you all !

dan buat yang ga jadi degee

jangan langsung suram mukanya

semangat yaa (:

;)

F R I E N D S

Friends ,

will always be there

when we glad

when we mad

whenever we need

they're always beside

and anything's alright (:

ilysodaaaamnmuchfellaaas :**

*bloggersmooch*

upra upra go away xD

AAAAA senaaaaaaaang !

akhirnya upra selesai

walopun banyak cobaan dan rintangan (?)

tapi selesai jugaaa mameeen ! >< *ngefly

garagara upra berat gw turun , jadi itulah rahasia diet alami , yaitu kecapean -_-

wkwk sampe diomelin sana sini jangan sakit jangan sakit

tapi karena kemarin pilihan "memaksakan diri" itu yang paling tepat biar tugastugas cepet selesai

yaa lebih baik bersakitsakit dahulu , bersenang-senang kemudian :p

hmm .. tapi kalo mau diinget-inget lagi

semakin ujian-ujian selesai

semakin deket juga angkatan 7 ke perpisahan ..

hmm .. kita masih bisa contact kan ?

cause i hope that our memories can last forever (:

U P R A ! D:

AAAAAAAAAA inilah derita anak kelas 9 !

ujian ujian nyebelin yang datang silih berganti dalam hidup ! D:

argh , tanggal 18 ini , ujian praktek sudah akan dimulai .

dan gue masih sakit . bagus banget . perfecto .

aduh , gimana ya ?

lab biologi masih oke . LAB FISIKA ? TT

aduuh gw gabisa nyolok" kabeeel *tampang desperate*

or .. aduh voli nya nih ah -,-

drama" apres dan agama . OIA KOSTUMNYA !

mana gw belom hafal naskahnya adududuh TT

ah yaudahlah gw galau segalaugalaunya

need : friend for share , for hearing me , yang pengertian dan perhatian dan sabar setengah mati sama gw

aduh aduh

God , is this what the word "LIFE" means ?

kalo iya berarti artinya KEJAM BANGET ! TT

dear my ex ..

hey dear ..

i just want to say thank you so much for one year one month you've given to me (:

you've colored my life , all the way (:

with happiness and sadness ..

so sorry , aku gabisa jadi yang terbaik lah buat kamu

nggak , ini nggak ada hubungannya sama orang lain .

ini tentang kamu , sama aku .

kamu tau ?

aku udah berusaha selama ini ..

jadi cewe yang baik

jadi cewe yang sabar , yang ngerti kamu

bahkan tanpa kamu minta

aku tau kamu gak suka aku marah" terus sama kamu , dan aku rubah sikap aku ..

terus soal ngomong , aku udah gamau maksa-maksa kamu . karena aku gamau itu nambah beban kamu . aku tau kamu banyak masalah juga . aku gamau ribetin soal aku lagi ..

dan selama berapa bulan kamu ga kontak sama aku

aku tau kamu sibuk

aku gamau ganggu kamu

karena aku pikir , ada saatnya kamu sama aku , ada saat nya kamu sama keluarga kamu , dan ada saatnya kamu sama temen-temen kamu .

tapi maaaaf banget , aku gakuat dicuekin segitu lamanya ..

maaf kalo aku nyakitin kamu ..

i don't mean that ..
dan aku juga tau aku banyak banget salahnya sama kamu
aku ga cukup sabar ngadepin kamu
aku suka ngambek
aku childish
aku nyebelin tukang marah-marah
aku bawel , tukang maksa , semuanya ..
maafin aku . really , forgive me .

tapi mungkin dengan ini kamu bisa nemuin cewe lain yang lebih sabar dan pengertian dari aku (':

honestly , it's really hard for me to release you , out of my life.. caused by this heart (':

but really sorry , aku seperti ga dianggep sama kamu dan aku ga kuat

tapi .. aku ga menutup kemungkinan kita balikan kok .

mungkin aja suatu saat . itu kejadian . tapi who knows ?

aku berharap , masih bisa jadi temen kamu (:

love you (':

mid .

mid term test , come to mama -.-

astaga apa apaan banget BI . 5 soal . sejam . hampir gak selesai

dan lalu test UPI . semacam test inggris tapi dari lembaga resmi di luar sekolah gitu deh .

itu apa apaan lagi soal PG 52 , reading 9 soal , dan COMPOSITION 200 KATA ?

oh God .

hari pertama aja udah pusing gimana ini sampe jumat depan TT

dan well , hari ini aja gw udah sakit .

cuma bisa berharap besok udah bisa sembuh sehat seperti sediakala

karena besok gw mau ngerjain tugas-tugas ujian praktek TERSAYANG

dan satu lagi , karena ada yang cemburu tuh kalo sms nya gak gw bales

dan gw malah memilih ol dibanding smsan sama dia :p

padahal hape gw ketinggalan di rumah dan gw sampe sekarang masih di warnet -,-

hehe *padahal sambil ngetes dia tapi dia gaktau :p *

yasudahlah kepala gw udah pusing banget

muter semua -.-

byebye cyberworld

gnight dadah dadahh ;p

P3P competition (:

hey hoo ..

CONGRATS for those who're win (:

and HEY .. for the one who didn't win the competition

don't be sad or upset

you know that ..

although you didn't win the competition

you've already been the winner of yourself

and you've already known the mean of "togetherness"

i hope that next year

YOU ALL , not only the winner

can do the best for next year

by teaching the juniors

about what you've get (:

love you all fellas

once again , congratulation ! (:

GIRLY VS BOYISH

huft

orang" bilang

kalo mau girly itu harus :

1. bisa dandan (yuck , pa?nas!)

2. pake dress (no , gapernah)

3. punya rok (no , except the uniform)

4. jaga sikap , jaga manner (i've tried my best)

5. lembut (bisa diusahakan)

astaga , padahal kan gw cewe ter-feminim sedunia :'

bantu dong bantu bantu TT

lalala :']

hey there (:

okay hari ini gw hanya ingin bercerita sedikit sepertinya

well , the first is for someone .

i'm not a person who are easy to get

need many patients , cares , and some others to get me (:

i'm not a care person at first

but at the end , when i love someone ,

it's very hard for me to let him or her go [:

second .

do you feel what i feel when you say that you will leave me ?

its easy to promise me that you won't leave me .

to say that you love me .

or you're in love w/ me .

but where's the prove ?

how could i believe you , if you don't prove it to me ?

see ? prove it then ! hha [:

really , i don't want you to leave . :'

haha :')

well hari ini gw sedang menyemenye semenyemenyenya ! *gajelas --"

sedang mellow"nya huft .

yaa .. ok now let's start with at school

gw punya seorang temen

yang udah gw anggep temen baik

bener deh , dia tuh dari sd

sampe sekarang gw kenal dia

walopun gw sering banget kea kucing tikus sama dia

tapi gapernah gw sebel ampe benci sama dia

dan sampai hari ini

gw pun gak benci sama dia

hanya saja gw kecewa

temen macem apakah yang tega ngebocorin rahasia temennya sendiri ?

oke gw gabilang kalo dia gaboleh blg siapa"

cuma mestinya dia tau dong , itu gausa disebar"

padahal temen" gw yang laen udah pada tau duluan tentang itu rahasia

ehh dia . baru tau udah nyebar" .. huft dasar tukang gosip kau TEMANS --"

dan selanjutnya gw pulang

dan menjaga toko *hayah
dan pas gw mau membantu TEMAN gw yang satu lagi buat menjaga toko

dia malah nyolotin gw

haha sukasuka lu pada lah !

grr !

*brb gebuk tembok

*brb banting barang

huahh -3-

ah males ah kelas 9

guru gila semua !

gatau capek wehh @@

udah tugas banyak

ditambahin TO

ulangan

PR

astaga ampun miss mam sir TT

huft

nilai OR buat senam pramuka jelek !

grogi weh lagi senam diliatin :/

wkwkwk !

tapi gakpapa , bisa bales liatin pas istirahat u.u

makanya babee kalo istirahat trs materinya senam

jangan nembus jam istirahat dongg , aku malu TT

ha-ha-ha !

nyuruh gw berubah tapi lu sendiri gapernah berubah .

lu pikir berubah gampang ?

weh , butuh waktu weh !

lu sndri jg ga brubah" kan ?

kesel tau lamalama !

gw brubah , lu brubah dong !

jangan maunya nyuruh tapi disuru kaga mau !

dan gausa ngungkit" yang udah terjadi , sama aja lu garela masalah itu selesai !

ungkit aja terus masalah yang udah lama !

oke gw perbaikin , tapi lu juga berubah dong !

samasama ! jangan cuma satu !

lu bilang lu sayang gw

lu bilang gamau kehilangan gw

tapi giliran gw suru berubah lu gamau

kecewa tau ga !

gw diem selama ini

bukan berarti gw gapunya perasaan

bukan berarti gw lemah , kalah

gw cuma mau lu gausah tau lah soal ini

karena gw gamau lu sakit

karena gw juga sayang sama lu

tapi lu nya malah kea gitu , ga menghargai gw !

nyakitin gw terus !

lu kira gw gabisa marah ?!

orang manapun juga bakal marah , kecewa tau ga kalo diginiin !

grr ! * brb gebuk tembok*

huft

yaya

gw salah lagi

fine terserah saja

begitulah gw kalo lagi badmood

jadi jangan kaget

lu mau marah sama gw

atau lu gamau bales sms

gamau maen bareng

terserah

tapi yang jelas gw minta maaf

gw sadar gw salah sih

gw sayang sama lu , gw gamau lu tambah emosi sama gw

makanya gw gamau melanjutkan yang kemaren

gw gamau lu sakit garagara gw

maaf ya

serah sih mau maafin ngga

yang jelas gw cm pengen NEGESIN

makasih karena udah care sama gw

lu mesti tau , gabanyak yang sampe segitunya sama gw

hampir gaada

maaf ya gw emang salah

terserah mau maafin gak

thanks :D

UAN TO UAN TO

pusing juga ya

kelas 9 malah tambah ribet

mana UAN maju mundur mulu

sebenernya sih mungkin pelajarannya biasa aja

cuma banyaknya itu loh  yang gak kirakira @@

apalagi IPA . fiuh . *jatoh gedebuk*

thanks God once again

karena udah ngasih guru-guru supergalak tapi perhatiann ! :D

pak bu , im going to miss you lot !

okay sekian

ngantuk @@

1 year anniv x)

okay now
i wanna say sooo much thanks to my beloved God
akhirnya setahun juga :)
memang sih , dalam setahun ini
nggak banyak yang bisa diceritain
karena memang , gak banyak ngmng juga :')
tapi yaa
merasa beruntung aja
masih bisa kenal dia :)
dan karena dia selalu sabar sekali menghadapi gw
:]
makasih ya :')
happy birthday boy x)

i my me mine myself ! xD

i love to be myself  :]

that's the way i love myself .

no one is perfect .

so do i .

i'm just an ordinary girl who loves her God , herself , her family , her boy , and her friends :]

i'm not perfect .

that's just the way i remember

that i have many amazing peoples around me

who always care and loves me

who understand me

who know me by myself

i love to be me :]

love the way you lie :')

 Love The Way You Lie Lyrics

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I Love the way you lie

[Verse 1 - Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight all I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight

High off on love, drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love it
The more I suffer, I suffocate
Right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates
Me, she fuckin' hates me, and I love it, Wait!
Where you going? I'm leaving you.
No you ain't. Come back. We're running right back

Here we go again, it's so insane
Cuz when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind in his back
She's lois lane when and it's bad, it's awful
I feel so ashamed, I snap "Who's that dude?"
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on him, I never stood so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Verse 2 - Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much,
you could barely breathe when you with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you even know it hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah them chills used to get 'em
Now you gettin' fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're with 'em

It's the fate that took over, it controls you both
So they say, you'd best to go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya cuz today,
That was yesterday, yesterday is over and it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over
But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it "window pane"

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Verse 3 - Eminem]
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same team
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded

Baby please come back, it wasn't you. Baby it was me.
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much, to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games, I just want her back. I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again,
Ima tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
Just gonna

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Ne-Yo - Beautiful Monster :)

All my life and the hereafter
I've never seen, seen one like you

You're a knife, sharp and deadly
And it's me that you cut into
But I don't mind, in fact, I like it
Though I'm terrified, I'm turned on but scared of you

She's a monster, beautiful monster
Beautiful monster but I don't mind
And I need her, said I need her
Beautiful monster but I don't mind

No, I don't mind
(I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind)
No, I don't mind
(I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind)

No, I don't mind
(I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind)
No, I don't mind

In her eyes, there's love and fire
In my heart, she's burning through
But I don't mind, in fact, I like it
Though I'm terrified, I'm turned on but scared of you

She's a monster, beautiful monster
Beautiful monster but I don't mind
And I need her, said I need her
Beautiful monster but I don't mind

And I need her, said I need her
Beautiful monster
But I don't mind
(I don't mind, I don't I don't mind)
No, I don't mind

Playing with my heart
And she's playing with my mind

And I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind
No, I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind
No, I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind
No, I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind

(I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind)
And I don't mind
(I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind)
Said I don't mind

(I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind)
Said I don't mind
(I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind)
Beautiful monster

She's a monster, beautiful monster
Beautiful monster but I don't mind
And I need her, said I need her
Beautiful monster but I don't mind

And I need her, said I need her
Beautiful monster
But I don't mind
(I don't mind, I don't I don't mind)
No, I don't mind

(Said I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind)
No, I don't mind
(I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind)
No, I don't mind

(I don't mind, I don't, I don't mind)
No, I don't mind

just the way you are by Bruno Mars :)

Just The Way You Are

Oh, her eyes, her eyes, make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair, falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day

Yeah, I know, I know, when I compliment her she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so, sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look ok, I say

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are(yeah)

Her lips, her lips, I could kiss them all day if she let me
Her laugh, her laugh, she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day

Oh, you know, you know, you know, I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same
So, don't even bother asking if you look ok
You know I'll say

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are
The way you are, the way you are
Girl you're amazing, just the way you are

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Cause girl you're amazing, just the way you are. Yeah

Lucky Lyrics :)

Lucky - Jason Mraz :)

Do you hear me? I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning 'round
You hold me right here, right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh, ooh

sorry :'

okay , today i'm totally wrong :'
sorry for all silly things i've done
fine kalo lu gaseneng gw nanya"
iya maaf td gw nanya gt
really i don't meant to hurt you
tapi gw cm pgn tau
dan ok , gw salah nanya gt
sorry :'
iya , gw emg bukan cce yg bae
masa jagain dde sndri aj gabecus
iya , gw gabakal bawel lagi
gw trima lu apa adanya kok
gw cuma pengen lu brubah jadi lebih bae
dan pliss , jgn berenti cek da***
gw gamau lu knapa"
really i'm sorry for today :'
gabakal gw ulangin lagi :'