He was ..... my sunshine.
I loved him.
So much.
Too much ... that I would sacrifice almost everything, just to see him happy.
I put him first.
I even put him above my family.
That's not correct, I know that.
But sometimes, love does blind people.
And it blinds me.
So all I could see ... it was only him.
He was shining so bright, that he became my center of attention.
I cared about him so much ... too much.
He made my day, everyday.
He was so funny, he knew exactly how to make me laugh.
And one of my favorite things to do, was to make him laugh too, with me.
Because his laugh was always sounds so cute, no matter how retarded it actually sounded.
He was perfect in my eyes.
His eyes were always shine so bright when we met.
And my stomach was always full of butterflies, just by seeing him.
I loved him, just the was he was.
He was .
Because those beautiful things happened in the past.
And people changes.
And nothing lasts forever, nothing stays the same.
So now, here I am.
Smiling, yeah.
But something is different.
Because finally ...
He is not the reason anymore.
